Logan, Utah. One of my favorite places, filled with some of my favorite people. I went back for the Anberlin concert this weekend. The concert was awesome, the party times with buddies were great, and the last day was probably my favorite day of this trip, even though it wasn't a full day.
I feel like every time I go back to Logan something interesting happens, or I learn something about myself that really helps me. This time I learned that a trip to Beto's can practically save your life, and sometimes something/one you write off can end up being a huge blessing a year later. That's two awesome lessons in one!
I never expected to feel this way. I never realized that just floating around could leave me feeling so empty, and I never knew I felt empty until there was something that made me feel happy and fulfilled. I feel like working hard to better myself now. I feel like I finally have goals to work for, and places I want to be. There is nothing that will stop me from being a writer, no matter what classes/jobs I have to take to get there. I have to surround myself with like-minded, driven people. I want more than anything to be able to be as awesome as I can be to measure up to the standards of the person with whom I may fall in love. Being the best me is going to be critical in getting that special someone that measures up to the lofty rules I have set for future relationships. I must take care.
Also, I don't want to be like those people this weekend that got the MIP's. That was a wake up call if I've ever had one. No matter how safe you think you are, there will always be a free radical roaming around to screw your day up. If you're not prepared to handle these little guys there is almost no hope for you. I am so not partying until I'm 21. Lesson learned.
| Garland pasture |
| my new friends |
I had so much fun the last day that I just can't shut up about it! I had the privilege of going to Tremonton, making friends with horses, being up close and personal with a llama, and seeing an awesome family again for the first time in far too long. I hope they know how awesome I think they are.